what thoughts what thoughts
run through my brain
as i watch our relationship go down the drain.

10 years ago happy were we
laughing and singing
young and free.

now time has past,
and older we've become
to deal with life's hardships one by one.

My mind is racing with memories
created in happiness
and remembered in pain.
wondering what I could possibly gain.

10 years have past, my youth gone for good
left with painful thoughts of what could and what should

what could i have done
what should i have said
replaying each moment with anguish and dread.

Do I end it now or press on instead
praying visions of the future will pop in my head.

is our destiny clear
set by someone above
or is free will the answer
gained by hardwork and love.

no one can tell me what the future will hold
its up to me to determine what stays and what goes.